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September 11th, 2011 @ 2:52 am
Trying to find a certain avatar based forum/site. [
I am driving myself crazy tryign to figure out the name of an interactive foru mthat had customizable avatars.
It was originally Japanese and had an english translation sort of like tinier me but the characters were more realistic, I think.
It's distinctive feature was that one of the ways to earn currency was to take pictures of, and post into your lsit of items, pictures of your own shoes, clothes and accessories.
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July 20th, 2009 @ 2:41 pm
Grandpa, again [
[ mood | nervous ]

Well he had a bypass surgery which saved his leg for a while, but refused to let them do any more work so now he has black spots all over it, it's leaking puss and my grandma says it smells. They might have to amputate, seems like they will probably have to, from what they said. They have to move by August 15th, so my mom bought a plane ticket yesterday for me, to go to Oregon next sunday and help them up. I'm so excited and nervous, these circumstances suck, but I might be home for a bit. When they don't need my help taking care of my grandpa anymore, and when they're done moving I'm gonna try and get a job out there, or see if I can joni Oregon's job corp.


January 10th, 2009 @ 10:09 pm
Grandpa Update, and Homesickness. [
[ mood | depressed ]

Well my grandpa seems to be okay, and the most he'll lose is a toe that turned black, but they'll give it time too, incase it'll heal.
 I'm so glad he's doing okay, he even gets to leave the hospitol a day early. ^_^
I am so homesick though.. I keep crying almost every day when I think of Portland, I just got done crying when I called up grammy to talk some.
She says she'll help me get home soon, most likely.. but the wait hurts. We went to the movies earlier and even watching them, I just kept thinking of Portland and Oregon the whole way through.
Bolt was sweet and cute, and Seven Pounds was very sad, I liked it but it was slow, my mom bawled though.


January 2nd, 2009 @ 2:07 pm
Grandpa [
[ mood | cold ]

Well, seems I may be getting my wish to go back to Oregon...  just not in the way I planned.
For the past while my granfather's toes have been turning blue from a combo of diabetes and smoking since he was 9.
If he can't quit smoking, or if he does and the biopsy results aren't good.. they're going to remove his leg from the knee down...
If this happens, he'll need constant help, and my grandma is busy as a nurse usually, and also needs her sleep.
I would have to quit school again, but helping out my grandpa during the day and tying to find a night job might not be so bad.

I'd just feel extremely bad, because I want to go home more than practically anything, I wouldn't wish losing most of a leg on anyone, not even my grandpa. Even if it means I'm stuck in New Hampshire longer, I hope my grandpa is okay, and they only need to remove a few toes or part of his foot, which is the best case scenario. :(

It's cold as hell in NH right now, too, with the heat on high it's not even getting above 60 in the house.

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November 28th, 2008 @ 5:53 am
Kiriel [
[ mood | sleepy ]

Well a half a year ago or so I got my BJD, Kiriel. sooo.. :3 What could be hidden in the depths of the lines? 8DCollapse )What could be hidden in the depths of the lines? 8DCollapse )

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April 28th, 2008 @ 3:26 pm
Weightloss and Dollies [
[ mood | anxious ]

I've been exercising a ton, for the past couple of months, my weight had ballooned up to almost 240 (maybe even over.. AUGH!). So when my mom and her BF decided to do a weight off contest, I decided to do an unofficial weigh off with my mom. She's stuck at around 207.5 (had been right around there for a week or two at least), but she's down from the 217 or so she started at (might have been only 213, not sure). As of this morning, I am officially 222 lbs, myself :D Yay!
I can also tell I'm getting more in shape, while doing 3-6 DDR songs on Light/Basic mode used to wear me out, I can do up to 16 or more, and some standard/difficult songs, all the way through.

I ordered my bobobie Sprite on the 18th of April, Dennis said everything was in stock so I should get her this week.. but no shipping info sent yet, here's hoping he sends her/she gets here soon! I mean, I can wait, and it's very exciting, but.. I'm impatient and I just wanna get my girly home :3


April 10th, 2008 @ 9:50 am
Yay!! Dorrie [
It's taken forever, and I've had to save up allowances instead, but I'm finally getting my dool soon :3 Just 8 more days till I can order her..
Bobobie Sprites're my favorite doll that they have, she just has the sweetest face I've ever seen on a doll, and I will eventually get a DZ Yuu or a CP Shiwoo, probably the Shiwoo though, although I rather am afraid to go through Luts, because how the service has been this year.

February 1st, 2008 @ 12:51 pm
All Alone [
Well, my mom is gone it seems, for the next eight days, I will be home, completely alone... Unless I decide to invite somebody over <_<;; My ex GF might come visit and dye my hair (nothing perverted- ever.. she has a GF and we're just friends now). I'll miss my mom, but this is a good test of independence, besides.. she left me tons of food and $20 <_<

January 18th, 2008 @ 11:04 am
Homesick [
I find it funny, I was only back in Oregon for a few months time, and yet I can remember the layout of my grandparent's house, specific details, the smell. I left March 3rd 2006, I've almost been gone two years, and yet, if I moved back there I would probably forget big details about where I am now. Just shows that it isn't quite home, I guess.

It's nice here, I have a loving mother, and a few close friends. But you know, I'd give it all up to go back home. My mom probably thinks I've gotten over wanting to go back, yet whenever I think of Portland, Oregon, I get a stab of homesickness, nostalgia, and I get to feeling sad.

I've moved around, ten times even, yet all I want is to get back where I felt like I belonged. I'm just scared, even in a big city like Portland, I wouldn't be able to find a job. I know I'd get more dependent, and less computer obsessed, because they only have an old iMac OS 9.1 without even java on it, and no internet if I remember correctly. I would have to take better care of myself, no mother to baby me there.

I don't want to go back just for those reasons, I miss the smell of the rain, I miss the magical feeling I get from that place. I remember so many little details, the sushi restaurant my mother and I would go to in Beaverton, the Star E Rose cafe just a couple blocks from my home, the Thai restaurant I first tried the wonderful juju soup at (I forget it's name).

It's raining here, yet the musky, earthy smell of Oregon rain isn't here.

My aunt says if I go back, I'll end up missing New Hampshire, and the snow. The thing is, I hate the snow, and the cold. I miss the always habitable weather I was used to in Oregon, almost never snowed, very green, rained a lot. Winters where I grew up were never bad there. Sure, Portland gets snow sometimes, but when it does, nobody knows what to do with it. Cars will slide on the ice because almost nobody has chains on their tires, but it's still a great place.
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November 12th, 2007 @ 10:55 am
[ mood | chipper ]

Well, I made my first $20 on a piece of jewelry, she was only suppose to send $15, but forgot the stamp so it was sent back to her, so she felt bad about all the wait.

I'm glad she did, very glad. We've been low on milk and other food 'necessities'. Off to the Market Basket we went, to spend my very first "hard earned $20" (doing the dishes for 3 or so hours straight in Utah for either $20 or $40 doesn't count, it was by an at the time family member). We went through, making a list of what we needed, and how much it would most likely cost.

So we got a milk, the one my mom was looking at was around $3.60 for a gallon, but then I pointed out one for a dollar less, only thing was, the 2% of it (my mom's idea, we usually get 1% or skin, but the 'fat is more filling' or some odd reason) wasn't there, then from the back they pushed out a full cart of it, it was pretty cool timing. We got a 99 cent thing of white rice because our rice supplies were very low. Cheap 99 cent grape jelly, because i knew we were pretty much out of strawberry preserves (my mom didn't know how much she'd used, odd o-O she thought we still had a lot..) and just some basic stuff, beans and all that. It felt good to be able to help her out like that..

That was a couple weeks ago, she got paid but I swear we're even tighter on money this time, we got even fewer things, but we did get more peanut butter, and cheap ground beef, but we already had other stuff, and this should last us till she gets paid Friday (she had to advance money)
It sucks... for $20 over here, you cant get even 7 gallons of gas anymore.

Heh, seems we're right on the border between bohemian and downright poor. I don't mind, really, I have a loving mom who I can tell most anything to, I have a friend interested in fixing up america(as of now it doesn't deserve a capital letter) as best he can, and he's cute too ;P but we're just friends, and I'm healthy, child free, and trying to get a job.

Life oculd be so much worse off, so this isn't too bad.


October 11th, 2007 @ 4:59 pm
1 down, 2 to go.. [
[ mood | restless ]

We gave away one of the kittens, and of course the other has a home to go to, one more to give away.. :( I miss the one given away, she was very cute >< I miss fatface *wails*

~I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone.... nothing you can say will stop me going home.

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October 4th, 2007 @ 8:40 am
[ mood | amused ]

Well, as of two days ago, I'm officially a year older.. -_- eep. I've also started up making jewelry, sold a necklace($15, probably should have sold it for $20 but meh), and the buyer's coven mates are thinking of ordering some custom made ones, too..


July 22nd, 2007 @ 2:33 pm
Snape and Lily Art [
[ mood | lethargic ]

Well, it was a quick, sleep deprived draw after finishing HP7, semi spoilers but not really.
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May 25th, 2007 @ 5:43 pm
Webcomics [
[ mood | determined ]

Webcomics.. so.. evil... I wanna start one.. how the HELL do you start one.. >< graaaaaaaaaaaaaaah how the hell am I supposr to go about this.. *splodes* I need to knowwwww *sob*

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December 14th, 2006 @ 8:08 pm
Pictures [
[ mood | excited ]

Here're some pictures I drew, not the greatest, decided it'd be an okay thing for a first journal entry.... 


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